Gambar lamer kepe sia ?Meet Isreen outside Jurongville and walk with her to River Valley .
Reach the gate . Mdm Tan not there . Kyter peh sot .
Then the RV Guides say, its not the Main Gate . Its the Hostel Gate . And I go huh ? So, where is the Main Gate ? She lead us to the Main Gate . And the school was huge . Seriously .
Reach the Main Gate, Mdm Tan not there . Sekaly they at the bus stop -_-
Siak . Then Mdm Tan suroh keluar . Wadd ?
Sot sia .
Then went in again, mcm budak bodo . Maner kyter tawu where is the Main Gate ? Kyter budak RV pe ? Bukankan ?
Vivian accompany me to Library ( Bestfriend baru urh )
Then i teman her search for yard ? I don't know laa, she went inside the shop while I go toilet ?
Freshen up sket urh . Meet Acipz mahh .
Then lepak with him . But sekejap jek . Need to go home early . It was nice . I feel alive again . I love you sayang . No one will even replace you . 300710 (:
Kay . He is thinking of me (:
The pictures above was taken last saturday . During kenduri (:Its nice talking to Acipz Sinclare .
He understand me + all the things that I'm facing right now .
After putting down the phone, I'm on the phone with Affieeyann .
Yeaaah, you broke my heart a lot of time, luckily we are not together . Or else god knows what would happen .
Do you have a Boyfriend ?
Nope . I dont (:
Time check: 12.50am
Yeaaaah . I miss you soo much . Serious sia .
Im sorry for not telling you kay .
Something happen after guides and on facebook .
Now ngantok . Naq tdo . Should have post earlier . but Ny onsugar buat hal . Naq tempeleng jek .
Tomorrow gonna have a loooooooong chat with Kak Mira ❤ later I mean .
Kay bye (:
Hey ! Im home early . Reach home at about 4 with Aleeya and Ayu.
Zulya went to HPB with her new bestfriend. Hahah . Lame shit .
Never go for English Remedial cause Haffeq also never go (:
Mother fucker not here . Beeeeeeeeeeest .
Go 7-eleven top up ez-link dhen saw Abang-abang belo naq mampos ( You know I know public dont know ) then lepak with them for a while then go home. so freaking tired sia .
Then here I am now updating . Mendakq sungguh. So chat with this guy. He is at my MSN list for don't know how donkey years had past so, chat with him.
Chat like normal sekali. ChengChengCheng !
*Look down*
I dont even know you laa hello ?
Then then he suddenly offline, when he online jek.
Keching Keching Keching !
*Look down*
Hahah . He loves me . Ouhkay Byeee .
Went to Health Promotion Board yesterday .
Zulya not there . She go Chinatown, cryk husband aka Ahh Pek at there .
Today school was ouhkay .
That's all . HOMEWORK was calling me . Byee .
Kay . Chatting with Azhar The Gemok nw . Mendakq .
Tuh sundal keluar . Bagos, Aman Dunia (:
Done with SS and Mother Tongue homework . Left dialog only . And maths . Omg ! Seriously . Better get started .
Just now went to Jurong Point with Zulya(:
Eat Burger King . The pie is nice but Zulya say its disgusting and looks like fungi -_-
Pe jek tuhh minah . Bantai aru tawuu .
Andd my ear hurts so damn freaking much . Taqleyh angkat siaa ):
Kaykay, want to cont chatting and do homework (:
Nice urh ? I want to have it . One day .
Just finish tuition . Bio all over me .
Thank god that mother fucker is not back yet .
Curntly chatting with Wan Toyol . Ade hati konon naq ajak riding . Darhlaa maki orng that tym -_-
Get to know that Ayim masok . WTF jek .
Padan muke you . Degilkan ?
Chat with Ruddy. He ajak meet . Hmm, entaa eyh . Macam malas gytuh, walaupon bawah my blok .
Kaylaa, want to do homework and continue chatting and play game .
Meet that Teddy Bear of mine tomorrow . Weee . Only you (:
Miss Zulya . Badly .
Went to Woodlands Library just now .
Hadd dont know whatt ?
I'm there exactly at 8am . And alone .
Atirah and Syuhada was not there and I almost burst to tears .
Then around 8.15, saw Haneyy and I almost hug her . Then the both of us wait like idiot outside the library . Only the two of us . Macam date laa gytuh .
Fakee .
Then went in macam budak bodo and pathetic . Other schools sent in about min of 5 people and Jurongville only two people ? Whaaat ?
Then around 9, Syuhada came .
Blahblahblah .
After the writing, borrow malay books if not disqualified -_-
After that, take pictures with Haneyy. Will upload it soon as the photos is with her .
Then meet Botak and Noh, those matreps . LepakLepak then meet Nassya ChubChub, Nana and Didi .
Thanks for listening to my stories babygirls .
Then home .
Now eating Mcspicy . It reminds me of you .
Affieyaann Qamarul Yazid . I miss you so damn freaking muchh . Meet soon .
Back to my old self .
I feel that it is a must for me to post this eventhough it happen yersterday .
Dramatic fridayy (:
Happen like a, first time in history ?
You will also the different side of me .
- Get slapped by own aunty . So in future, dont expect me to respect you yeaaah ? Only grandma or grandpa are allowed to lay their hands on my face.
You are just my fucking aunty yang tatawuu bersyukur, orang darh bagyk tumpang naq banyak spelling plak .
Grandma almost throw you out you know that ?
There, Im kurang ajar ryte ? Yeah, this is my true colour . Taq hapen ? Korek jubo laky kaw sudah .
Andd yah, laky kaw pon satuh, naq step hero ? take that knife from me ? Kay . Hero laa kan, smart alex laa tuh *clap hands* - I hugged my Grandpapa .
I know that Grandpa really love me. I love you too . Its just that I don't know how to show it . But yesterday, is the first time I hugged you (: - Scold vulgarities at my uncle for holding the knife .
Naq step hero ? take that knife from me ? Kay . Hero laa kan, smart alex laa tuh *clap hands* - I cut myself . The feeling ? syioooooook bodo .
the blood was everywhere . Bleyh jdyk bini vampire laa aqu(: - So yeahh ? that's all assholes . Good day.
For what if I care about other people's feeling but NO ONE understand me, understand what I want ?
I felt I gonna blow up soon and yes . I did . Now .
Cry . Is what I want to do for a looooong time .
People change, Things change, Environment change, everything . Felt irritated all the time .
Where are the people around me when I need them the most ?
Yeaaah, people change, the surroundings change .
A suckish day at school . Like seriously . I dont know why . Especially during Chemistry . Zulya, what happen ? I just talked to Haidi for a short while and when I come back to you, you are in a bad mood and you ignore me. Only talk to mean if YOU HAVE TO, and when I asked you, you said Nothing ?
During the breaks we were not talking, after Guides ? You left me and took another route home ? Its hurt . Seriously hurting . I don't know what I have done until you treat me like that. You ignore me for the first time Zulya . Let me say again, FIRST TIME .
Pointing and wriggling eyebrow ? It was a joke . I don't know any head or tail about it . And you accuse me of making things worse ?
You are somebody. You are someone .
You are my bestest friend that I ever had . I appreciate you . I never lupe about you. You know my problems and you know every single thing about me. You should understand kan ? Without you, I dont know what's going to hapen . Like seriously . You were always there for me when I'm down .
I love you like a sister . Not a friend .
And this pass few weeks, I always look forward to home. Where there is Laptop, Busu Girl, Busu Boy, Ibad and Darwisyah were home. Their company was really enjoyable. Especially laptop, since it broke down for almost a month and I finally get to use it .
Andd so, was home, after Girl Guides, after a day of silence.
On the laptop to check my tagged, facebook and to my surprise, there is a parental control and I can't play my Night Club City on facebook. What the hell ?Tolonglaa kak . You are not my Mum ! If my Mum maseh hidop, she won't be so cruel and heartless like you !
I'm sec 3, Im 15 . Im old enough to take care of myself . Nenek and atok pon taq macam giny laa .
Ouhkays . latest . I just know that everyone hate me . Thanks yeah ? Its so great to have all of you around . Friends, Family, app it like A LOT .
Felt so honoured . All of you just don't understand . When you were talking, I was looking at you and you say I ignored you ? Great .
I'm not just your anak sedare ? Im just like your kids ? mean I childish ? Awesome . And for the first time, you shouted at me ? Superb .
I super fed-up with every single things that I faced . Seriously .
Fed-up with life to be exact .
Schools is just a must .
Friends come and go .
Boys just sucks .
There is a saying . Friends will be with you during sunshine and go when its rain . But family will be with you rain or shine . But now, I'm thinking twice about that saying .
Nahh . Its not true .
Now, I learn a lesson . Never trust anyone and don't depend on anyone .
I miss my mum and dad .
Had my malay O Level Oral . Its about tourism, Blahblahbah .
Taq bleyh angs .
And my ear hole darh tertutop ! Hate it btol . Taq suke, taq suke, taq suke !
Kaylaaa, wanna mandyk nw . Byeee .
I know I have been such an ass. I know I don't have the right over you but I can't help it . I just don't know why . That is the problem really . But I will try to stop it kay ? I soo freaking sorry ):
Just now was Youth Day celebration . Kay fun .
Tomorrow is Malay O Level examination . Sooooo freaking scared .
Im gonna read aloud in bahasa baku now in front of busu . Sooo, byeee ? Teeehee (:
Just finish my asknlearn .
Now naq uat my maths, poa, eng, blahblahblah .
I wanna be a good girl, so freaking bad(:
Just finish my tuition . Penat to the max .
Kepale otak pon darh berserabot, berserabai, lgyk sket berderai .
Kay . Byeeee .
ps, you taq nampak i ? Kay, next tym i jumpe u, i korek biji mate you kay love ?
Hah !
Just now went out with grandpapa .
Bought shorts and pants, total bought 6. three for $10 .
My pants colour colour .
Dasar muke $10 laa aqu.
Now just finish shower . Japp lgyk eat Ramly Burger ! Yummy . Dap-dap .
Hahah, tuh pon naq excited pe Tee ? Gasak kaw laa .
ps, I forgive you .
Bored !
Kay, wanna go out .
Byeeee . Update later .
Yeaah . But nowadays, all guys are BULLSHIT, always have somethings up to their sleeves .
Says that they are at home watching tv but actually they are out with their guys friends drinking, smoking or disturbing people especially girls yang tatawuu malu naq mampos . Puki gatal + konek miang = the same species.
Saying that they accompanying their mums to the hospital for a check up but actually at Jurong Point with their friends, laughing and having fun and when they saw you, they quickly turn their back on you and walk away . Kecot, guys like that no balls I tell you .
Okehh, im blabbering too much . Main points ?
As you see . Honest relationship . Ape gune muke handsome tpyk perangai mcm sial ? you tell me .
Dahh maen-maenkan pompan, beyh act like nothing happen ?
I need an explaination boy .
